Min - Broken pieces

And the house was lonely. So as him…

He went to the kitchen and looks around. Everything was annoying. Chairs, table, even the window… everything was bothering his mind.

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Smashed lonely cup against floor. But the anger and pain was no lower. Everything what was around had bad luck today. When Min gets to this state nothing is safe.
When he finished dishes outside of cupboards, he started with its content.

It’s all done. No more dish in the kitchen… no more unbroken dish..


He is breathing deeply, tears in his eyes.
It’s just bad habbit. Too much emotions is equal to too much broken pieces on the floor.
This won’t never change even in future. It’s something he can’t get rid of. Just bad habbit.

He is almost calmed down when his heart stops.

"Heyyy, who’s that?"
Chou’s voice from the corridor.

"Shit!… It’s just me! I broke a plate!"
Not moving, not breathing.

"Okay, just tidy up the mess!"
Chou shouts, passes the kitchen and locks himself in his room.

"It was fuckin close…"
Min looks at the disaster.
"It will take me fuckin eternity to clean this up" cries "and I need to buy new dishes… the crazy freaks will kill me…"

Well what is done can’t be undone.

He sits on the ground, looking at the pieces. It’s like his broken soul. He smiles. It’s pretty.. all the glass and porcelain. It’s pretty…

Min didn’t hear the silent steps behind him. Taking pieces one by one to the hand and putting them down again. Every piece is different. Every piece is interesting…

When human being appears next to him he gets another shock. He can’t even “fuck” or anything. Just opens his eyes wide.
…
Umi is kneeling next to him, looking at the broken pieces. He looks like he is far away from everything as always. In his own universe, how the broken pieces look like there?

"U-Umi…" Min found his speech.

But Umi is still silently looking at the glittering sea of dish fragments.

"I’m… I’m sorry…" it hurts to see this face, so calm, so silent. What is he supposed to say?!
"I just.. it.. it happened."

The minute of silence.

"Does this happen often?" Umi finally speaks.

"Umhmmm… no, not really…" such a beautiful lie.

Umi bend his head down. Did he smile?
Then he rises his face and moves to Min. Hugs him.

And again here we go with Min’s eyes wide opened.
"Umh!"

It was not just short hug for nothing or for “I forgive you your lie”. It was really long hug. And from mysterious man as Umi it gave flattery feeling.

Min closes his eyes. He feels it hurts even more but the pain is just blunt. It’s not as sharp as before…
He leans on Umi’s shoulder and wish this could last for a long time.

"It’s okay.." Min hears Umi’s calm voice "… we should go shopping."

Min shrinks back and look into Umi’s eyes. Searching for some answer.. Is he angry? Does he enjoy this madness? Is he joking?
But Umi’s face is just so calm as the sea…

"Eh… we should. I just.. need to clean this up." looks at the ground and feels really guilty for all this mess.

"I will help you~"
It was expected.

…..

None said the word during cleaning. Also it was silent walk to the store. But it was not annoying silence. It was peaceful and Min was grateful to Umi for that all… but at the same moment he felt anger and helplessness.

Umi… you baka!